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I do sometimes think I’ve had three lifetimes in one. But I’m still learning about who I am; I don’t think I am there yet. I am happy, but I’ve realised experiencing that bliss is something you earn when you put in the work.


"A Letter to Me" Project

I am doing this project on the writing community based website called Wattpad. And I need your help. The idea of the project is this:
You have been through a lot in your life thus far, and you’ve yet to experience a whole plethora of roller coaster rides that will mold you into who you will and are becoming. I want you to write yourself a letter. Well, three letters to be exact.
A Letter to the Past You.
A Letter to the Present You.
A Letter to the Future You.
It is all anonymous. I won’t share any usernames or names or identification measures. You can send me your letters via my inbox on either my tumblr page or my Wattpad page where my username is “welovemrstyles”.
And with your permission, I will be posting your letters in a compilation of letters from many people in one book on Wattpad.
You’ll be able to read other’s letters and your own.
And it’ll all be quite special.
I’m very excited about this.
So start writing.
You are waiting for a letter.
Sincerely,
ohdevonee.

"A Letter to Me" Project

I am doing this project on the writing community based website called Wattpad. And I need your help. The idea of the project is this:

You have been through a lot in your life thus far, and you’ve yet to experience a whole plethora of roller coaster rides that will mold you into who you will and are becoming. I want you to write yourself a letter. Well, three letters to be exact.

It is all anonymous. I won’t share any usernames or names or identification measures. You can send me your letters via my inbox on either my tumblr page or my Wattpad page where my username is “welovemrstyles”.

And with your permission, I will be posting your letters in a compilation of letters from many people in one book on Wattpad.

You’ll be able to read other’s letters and your own.

And it’ll all be quite special.

I’m very excited about this.

So start writing.

You are waiting for a letter.

Sincerely,

ohdevonee.

Important things to remember

There were so many things that represented my addictions and eating disorders and self-harm. When I’m unraveling this black fabric… It was the toxicity took over my mind for so long, that oozed out of every pore that I had because I was suffering inside… I’m taking it off and walking on broken glass and powering through it. That video was an emotional release for me, like therapy… I kept crying, I was so emotionally invested…That’s when I realized, that’s what music videos are all about.

Recovery is something that you have to work on every single day and it’s something that it doesn’t get a day off. You have days off from work or you have days off from school, but unfortunately, when I have a day off, I still have to see my therapist or I still have to go do this or this or this… You still have to make sure you maintain the healthy mindset, even when you kind of want to give up or you want a day off from it. But I think the most important thing is that when you put your mind to something, like recovery, and you have a goal to achieve in it, you just work as hard as you possibly can. Where I am today… I still have my ups and downs, but I take it one day at a time and I just hope that I can be the best that I can possibly be, not only for myself, but also young people that are out there today that need someone to look up to. Life can be so difficult at times but fighting through the pain is so worth it. I’d rather feel every kind of emotion than not feel at all.

Important things to remember

ANONYMOUSLY TELL ME A SECRET OR SOMETHING THAT YOU NEED TO GET OFF YOUR CHEST AND KNOW THAT I WON’T JUDGE YOU FOR IT.

I promise. You can trust me.

"Keep your thoughts positive because your thoughts become your words. Keep your words positive because your words become your behavior. Keep your behavior positive because your behavior becomes your habits. Keep your habits positive because your habits become your values. Keep your values positive because your values become your destiny."
- Mahatma Gandhi

An update from yours truly…

Hello dear friends,

As you may or may not have noticed, I’ve been absent from tumblr for quite some time now. I am fine. However, as life tends to do, things have been very busy for me lately.

I am merely wanting to remind you all that whether you are busy or not, happy with life, yourself, anything, or not, whether your confused, frustrated, exhausted, ecstatic or moody, PLEASE know that you can always come to me with what you’re dealing with.

You’ve got a trusted friend in me.

I love you with all my heart and soul. I still think about each of you. You’re all in my heart.

This past week, one of my best friend’s fathers passed away after a brave battle of lung cancer.

In reflection of this mournful time for me and my dear friend, I want you all to remember that you can find strength and peace and love in God. It is important to mourn, but it is also just as important if not more to stand up and face another day, ready for what life decides to throw your way.

Stay positive. Enjoy the little things and the big things in life. Stay strong and brave and empowered. Know that you have the capability to do what you set your mind to. Henry Ford once said, “If you think you can, or you think you can’t, you’re right!”

I love you. God loves you. Find strength in him.

I love each and every one of you with all my heart. You are special to me.

Just a few uplifting songs that can help you through anywthing…

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ANONYMOUSLY TELL ME A SECRET OR SOMETHING THAT YOU NEED TO GET OFF YOUR CHEST AND KNOW THAT I WON’T JUDGE YOU FOR IT.

I promise. You can trust me.

An Important Message to all those who follow me!!!!!!

In life you reach turning points where you decide to recheck certain areas of your life and you alter them and fix them, in hopes for the better.  Right now, in my life, I am taking one of those points— with my blog.  I’ve decided to not run a fandom blog anymore, no more celebrities or my interests. I found that it was generally taking up too much of my life, my time, the moments I needed to treasure most. I started reevaluating what’s important and what’s not as important and could be altered. 

But then I hit a road block. What was I going to do about all of the dear people I love on my blog and strive to help out. Well, I thought about it and what I decided wast this: I would no longer reblog or post anything of my interests or hobbies or anything related to me. But I decided that I wouldn’t entirely forgo the blog. 

Now I am strictly a blog to confide in and seek help and find a friend, a shoulder to rest on, someone to let off steam to and seek advice and help from. Consider me your pillow that you whisper all your secrets to. I’m here for you. I’ll always be here for you.

I also wanted to take this opportunity to thank all of the people, the marvelous and genuinely good people of whom I’ve been able to forge such beautiful relationships. You know who you are. I care about each and every one of you and you’ll always hold a deep place in my heart where I will treasure you forever. Thank you for the talks and the conversations and laughs and good times we had. I love you all so very much. I’m not gone though. I’ll always be here for you.

All in all, I’ve had a wonderful stage of “tumblr-life” that I’ve been able to share with you in the way my blog once was. Now, as life always does, is a time for change. And I hope that you’ll embark on this new stage of my life on this website and share your heart with me. You can trust me. I love you so very much. 

With all the love in my heart,

Ohdevonee

An Important Message to all those who follow me!!!!!!

In life you reach turning points where you decide to recheck certain areas of your life and you alter them and fix them, in hopes for the better.  Right now, in my life, I am taking one of those points— with my blog.  I’ve decided to not run a fandom blog anymore, no more celebrities or my interests. I found that it was generally taking up too much of my life, my time, the moments I needed to treasure most. I started reevaluating what’s important and what’s not as important and could be altered. 

But then I hit a road block. What was I going to do about all of the dear people I love on my blog and strive to help out. Well, I thought about it and what I decided wast this: I would no longer reblog or post anything of my interests or hobbies or anything related to me. But I decided that I wouldn’t entirely forgo the blog. 

Now I am strictly a blog to confide in and seek help and find a friend, a shoulder to rest on, someone to let off steam to and seek advice and help from. Consider me your pillow that you whisper all your secrets to. I’m here for you. I’ll always be here for you.

I also wanted to take this opportunity to thank all of the people, the marvelous and genuinely good people of whom I’ve been able to forge such beautiful relationships. You know who you are. I care about each and every one of you and you’ll always hold a deep place in my heart where I will treasure you forever. Thank you for the talks and the conversations and laughs and good times we had. I love you all so very much. I’m not gone though. I’ll always be here for you.

All in all, I’ve had a wonderful stage of “tumblr-life” that I’ve been able to share with you in the way my blog once was. Now, as life always does, is a time for change. And I hope that you’ll embark on this new stage of my life on this website and share your heart with me. You can trust me. I love you so very much. 

With all the love in my heart,

Ohdevonee